Excerpt:
The Doctor said
I should be dead.
My heart beat
furiously. I looked up at the flashes of lightning in the sky. Yes, I should be
dead.
Why wasn’t I?
One
Amber Checks In
“Lisa, if you
don’t finish packing your things, I swear you’ll go with nothing.” My mother,
Amber, threatened. She wrapped duct tape around a medium sized box and carried
it out to the car.
Our home
foreclosed and it was eviction day. My mother couldn’t keep a job; no matter
how simple or easy it was. She was beautiful with long blond hair and bright
green eyes that sparkled when she spoke. She landed every job she applied for
but several weeks later and her new employer realized all Amber really was; was
a pretty face.
I looked nothing
like my mom. I was seventeen but still didn’t fit into my body. My hips were
too big, my boobs too small and I had Dumbo ears which of course meant that I
had to wear my hair down—always. I had long bangs that helped cover up my oddly
round, black eyes and I could never find shoes that fit my big feet.
“Lisa, I’m not
going to tell you again, we leave in twenty minutes. I can’t afford to miss
your train.”
hot skaters who practiced on the benches but not the salty water and my toes buried in the warm sand.
“LISA! Get in
the car.”
I evaluated the
few things I had. I grabbed two pairs of jeans and anything with sleeves. I
picked up my sneakers and my Adidas jacket from off the floor and I tossed my
book bag over my shoulder. Inside the box, I put the only family heirloom I
had; a picture of my mother and father; before I was born. …When they still
loved each other, still laughed, still hoped. That must’ve been something to
see. The only time my mother smiled or laughed was during an interview. It was
never real and when her eyes set on me, she only frowned.
I placed the few
articles of clothing on top of my picture and carried the box out to the trunk.
My mom had an old 1993 Mitsubishi Mirage with hardly any paint left. The worst
part—the air didn’t work; complete suicide in a place where the temperature
stayed around ‘90 degrees.
“Just take your
sweet, precious time there Lisa.” She tapped her fingers on the steering wheel.
“I hope you don’t act up with your Aunt Millie. She would be just devastated
and when she falls over with a stroke or heart attack from your disrespectful
behavior you will have to carry her twenty miles to the nearest town.”
“A little
dramatic, don’t you think?” I snapped, tossing my book bag into the back. The
seat belt automatically locked me in when I closed the door. (The air
conditioning didn’t work, there was hardly any paint left on the vehicle but,
hey, at least the automatic seat belts still worked!) “Roll the windows down,
mom, it’s hot in here.” I leaned my head out the window to catch the last, hot
Florida breeze I’d probably ever feel.
“Aunt Millie
said you could help her out with her chickens and she’d pay you so that you
could buy some warmer clothes while you’re there. I’m sorry I am such a bad
mother.”
“Why are you
leaving me with some woman I don’t know? That’s bad parenting. Mom, you’ve
never met this lady. What if she’s a serial killer or a chicken thief or some
kind of lunatic?”
“I have to do
this.” Her eyes stayed glued to the road, “I need to figure out what is wrong
with me. I ran off your father with my emotional problems and I don’t want to
drag you down with me too.”
“Mom, I don’t
want to go stay with some stranger.” She couldn’t hear me. She blasted the
radio and sang loudly, bouncing her head from left to right. She slapped me in
the shoulder. “Stah—op!”
“Sing with me,
Lisa, it may be a long time before we get to do this again. I may be in that
loony bin for a while.”
I didn’t think
it was funny at all. Who wanted a mother that was crazy? What would I tell
people when school started? So, Lisa, where is your mother? Oh, new potential
friend, she’s probably in her padded cell wearing a strait jacket. How about
your mom? I’ll be miss popularity for sure.
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