Friday, 26 May 2023

REVIEW - DIVIDED WORLD - EMP AFTERMATH BY GRACE HAMILTON

  

Title: Divided World
Series:
EMP Aftermath
Author:
Grace Hamilton
Publisher:
Relay Publishing
Release Date:
10th May 2023

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They went looking for their daughter. They found a civil war…

Laurel and her husband Bear are finally reunited. But South Minneha Hospital is no longer the haven it once was. Together, they take on a new quest: leaving the hospital behind, and setting off to find their daughter, Mae.

Accompanied by Trent and Jess, Laurel and Bear leave the safety of Minneha and begin their search, knowing only that Sergeant Mae Petersen was serving in the US Army when the EMP hit. The Internet is just a memory, and phones are now quaint relics. Finding out where one soldier was stationed—and where she might be now—will take a miracle.

Laurel is up for the challenge, but the world changed while she was fighting to save South Minneha. Roving bands of gunmen have given way to organized paramilitary groups. The land she and her companions must cross is contested by two factions, the Militia and the Freemen. Tensions are rising, lines are being drawn, and one fact is painfully clear…

If Laurel and Bear are to reunite their family, they’re going to have to fight.


REVIEW
I think the cover of this book fits really well with the rest of the series and it would certainly make me pick it up from a book store shelf to learn more.

I’ll be totally honest I thought that this series may have ended after bk 3 Dangerous World when Bear and Laurel were finally reunited and seemed to be happily building a small secure settlement at the hospital. When I discovered Divided World was being published, I knew I had to read it. I had thought the characters of Bear and Laurel could not and would not truly settle to their lives in this changed world without at least trying to find their daughter Mae.
Bear and Laurel find it difficult to leave their friends at the hospital but know in their hearts they have to attempt to find Mae. Trent is at first unsure as to whether he is welcome o the journey but his mind is soon put to rest by both Bear and Laurel telling him he is part of their family now and always will be. In fact, they do ask if anyone else wishes to go with them, but everyone else has reasons they need to stay behind at the hospital in relative safety.

We are told the story from the points of view of Bear, Laurel & Trent and from Sergeant Mae Peterson too.

Bear and Laurel soon discover the world is a much harsher place than they remember but push forward in their almost impossible task of finding their daughter Mae, a Sergeant in the army. Bear, Laurel, Trent and Jess discover the world is full of roving groups of people willing to kill to take what little you have as well as two larger main factions. The first is a military, Militia group and the other group are calling themselves the Freemen. Neither Bear not Laurel intends to get involved with any of the groups, they just want to find their daughter. Bear, Laurel and Trent’s dream of ideal is to find Mae and then head back to Bears home and create their own little secure settlement there.

Bear has a rather eccentric friend who has “contacts” and access to records as to the whereabouts of people in the army. However even getting to him is a journey filled with danger. Then when they get to the area where Bear’s friend lives, they have to navigate the traps he has in place to capture intruders. There is a rather large important fact Bear has kept from Laurel, his friend may not recognise him! After a dangerous start, Bear’s eccentric friend agrees to send word to some of his other “prepper group” via pigeon to see if they can check their records for the possible whereabouts of Sergeant Mae Peterson. Bear, Laura & Trent & Jess head off together but are tricked and attacked and become separated with Trent seeming to disappear.

Mae is with a group of soldiers being led by a leader new to most of them, Captain Cornell. Captain Cornell doesn’t reveal where they are headed to, or what his orders are or even the plan of action for when they do get to their destination. Mae doesn’t like it but decides to keep her head down knowing the Captain doesn’t like being questioned. When the militia get to their mysterious rendezvous point there is clear evidence of a battle. Someone hobbles out of a bush with a message for the Militia leader Captain Cornell from the Freemen leader Art King. Art warns for the Militia to leave, go elsewhere or prepare for battle!
It's during an attempted raid that Mae is taken in by the Freemen. She has been shot and her own army colleagues left her for dead, or that’s what the Freemen say happen. Mae cannot imagine fellow soldier Gideon leaving her behind, but then she reflects if Captain Cornell ordered him to leave her Gideon would have no choice. Art and his settlement of people nurse Mae back to health though she is clearly suspicious of them to begin with she seems to mellow and almost change her mind to the point of seeming to agree to join them. It’s whilst Mae is with the Freemen that a young boy and his dog arrive and are accepted into the group when it turns out he has previous history with some of the Freemen. It’s not long before Trent & Mae reveal themselves to each other, with Trent recognising Mae from a photo Bear has shown him and Mae recognising the little white dog Jess. Sadly the Freemen are once again attacked and Mae & Trent are tasked with accompanying the children of the camp to the relative safety of nearby cave. It’s there that Trent discovers a side to Mae that he doesn’t like. He had automatically thought he could trust Mae as she is Bear and Laura’s daughter and he trusts them with his life. Trent rushes off back in the direction of the fighting to tell Art that Mae cannot be trusted. It’s not long after that Bear and Laurel arrive at the cave and are both shocked yet relieved to be reunited with Mae. The relief and reunion doesn’t last long when Bear & Laurel realise Trent is missing. They vow to set off in search of him the following morning. However, things don’t go exactly to plan as Art insists Laurel stay to help attend to the injure. Bear and Mae set off in search of Trent but they end up being captured by the Militia.

So much happens in this book, it is seriously packed full of all sorts of action and angst.
There is a sad but expected loss of one of the much-loved characters, I have to admit I shed a tear and had a little sob when reading.
Laura catches up with one of the Doctors from the hospital and introduces Bear to him, and Bear feels a little jealous and suspicious of the Doctors feeling towards his estranged wife Laurel. There is a lot of Laura and Bear getting used to being around each other and learning what their true feelings are for each other. I adored how Trent was finally settling in and accepting that he is part of the Peterson family. I’m really hoping for some sort of happy ending for them, for them to settle somewhere though, I don’t know where and exactly who that may be with yet!
Then there is the introduction of Mae who I had presumed would be like her parents who are quite black and white with what they think is right and wrong. However, it seems that Mae is happy to exist in the grey zone and play her cards close to her chest going along and stringing along people then possibly betraying them in favour of her military ties.
Of course, those are the character aspects of the book there is also the whole warring faction’s aspect too. With the Militia made up of military and civilians who have since armed themselves and joined forces with them on one side trying to take control of a warehouse full of supplies that shouldn’t fall into the hands of “the wrong people”. The Freemen, led by Art King are groups of civilians who have joined forces who have control over this warehouse that the Militia want. Art Freemen says they are a passive group and do not want trouble but that they will fight for what is theirs and will defend themselves too. Small groups leave the main Freemen compound to gather supplies but there seems to be some confusion as to how they get these supplies with Bear & Laurel witnessing first hand one of the small groups of people attacked and literally cleaned out of supplies by the Freemen. Does Art know the methods his small supply teams are employing when gathering supplies? It hasn’t really been revealed yet.

The end of this book leaves Bear and Laurel separated again as Bear and Mae are captured by the Militia, Laurel is with the Freemen tending to the injured, and Trent is still missing. I can’t wait to read the next book, How will Bear & Laurel be reunited? Where is Trent? Can Jess help to search and find him? Which side will Mae choose? Who will get ultimate and final control of the warehouse and what is in it that is so important to shed so much blood for?

My immediate thoughts upon finishing reading the book were Wow! What a rollercoaster journey this book plot is and it sure plays with your emotions, from sad heart goodbyes, heart breaking characters deaths to thinking everything just might be going to go okay now, to everyone separated again!!

Summing up I can't wait for the next book, I want to read it right now!!


 

  

Tuesday, 23 May 2023

REVIEW - BLOOD BORN - THE IMMORTALS BY SHELLEY WILSON

  

Title: Blood Born
Series:
The Immortals
Author:
Shelley Wilson
Publisher:
BHC Press
Release Date:
23rd May 2023

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Floating. Falling. Dying.

Emma's brutal death at the hands of a vampire should have been the end, but a mysterious stranger steps in and changes her path forever.

As seventeen-year-old Emma struggles with her cravings, temper, and a kidnapped grandmother, she is thrust into a war between Immortal vampires and the half-blood rogues.

Her simple life begins to unravel as blood and secrets entwine to uncover a dark history and an even darker destiny.

Will Emma choose the right side, or will she bring an end to everyone she knows? 

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REVIEW
The cover has an older “grown up” vibe, quite minimalist yet still striking and the byline of “Death was only the beginning” certainly piqued my interest. Also having read another book by this author I decided to take a closer look and then reading the blurb for the book I decided it was firmly on my “had to read” list! I wasn’t disappointed!

Emma didn’t have the best start in life, her mother died in childbirth and she has been brought up by a rather cold and distant grandmother Flora. Or that’s who she presumes Flora is. Emma has always been a loner, preferring to be alone with her thoughts. Things become rapidly worse and more dangerous for Emma when totally out of the blue she is attacked and killed by a vampire! However, that just the very beginning as a hooded stranger swoops in and “saves” Emma. It turns out this stranger has changed life as she knew it for Emma forever. This mystery stranger has awakened something that had been lying dormant within Emma since the day she was born. Now Emma has to come to terms with being a vampire and the fact that entails acquiring and drinking blood on a regular basis to keep control of her new even darker side and survive. When it turns out Flora had prior knowledge to the dark vampire side that was dormant within Emma, naturally Emma has an endless amount of questions. Flora brings Emma some blood bags enough to keep her safe and fed until she returns from an acquaintance that may have more of the answers that Emma seeks. Unfortunately, Flora does not return, she has been taken by someone who wishes to lure out Emma for a darker purpose. In the mean time representatives from the group Haven seek out and befriend Emma, taking her into their “safe place.”
It turns out Emma is “special” in fact she is a Blood Born vampire, her surname Hartfield means she is a descendent of one of the strongest and original families, more or less “vampire royalty”. Though Emma is befriended by those in Haven she is still an outcast, a blood born vampire amongst half blood vampires.

Theres lots of swing and twists and turns within the book, with Emma initially being accepted at Haven, then when her true Hartfield identity is revealed she is ostracised and has to slowly gain the trust of the friends she made whilst fighting an unknown who seems to want anyone she cares about dead to hurt her. Emma also trusts an older vampire so much so she begins to fall for him, only to learn something he was hiding that makes her feel totally betrayed by him.

The writing/style of the book reminded me a little of Dakota Cassidy, and Michele Bardsley but Blood Born is for a Teen/YA audience. There’s plenty of action, mystery and suspense but there is also love, romance, and humour too. I really enjoyed reading Blood Born and it did leave me wanting to know/read more. I have really only scratched the surface n my description of the book as I do not want to spoil the “surprises & twists” as and when they are revealed you read the book for yourselves

My immediate thoughts when I finished reading Blood Born were that I definitely wanted to read more. Blood Born ends with loose ends and potential for lots more to happen. The fight definitely doesn’t seem to be over yet!

Summing up, Blood Born is a really good start to a potentially brilliant series. Twins, Good vs Evil, a love interest that we aren’t sure of which side he is truly 100% on. Blood Born had great characters, the good guys, the bad guys, and the guys playing both sides! The backstory was slowly revealed, though I feel there’s more to come, the tension was building. . . .and then there’s the whole question of who/what will triumph. 


 


Monday, 22 May 2023

REVIEW - KILLER WOLF - SEVYN ROSE SERIES BY KARINA ESPINOSA

 

Title: Killer Wolf
Series:
Sevyn Rose
Author:
Karina Espinosa
Release Date:
5th May 2023

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I’m known as the Grim Reaper of Chicago.
But to those closest to me, my name is Sevyn Rose.
As an assassin for the mafia, I’ve amassed a lot of enemies over the years. I’ve been on my own for eight years with one goal in mind—find my missing mother. She left me with simple instructions: leave the pack and contact the mafia. So I did just that.
Everything is going fine until I’m handed the name of my next target. Christian Ellis is the son of the pack leader and my most hated frenemy. Going after him could change the course of my life completely. And worse, it would get me involved with the pack again.
To top things off, a vampire shows up at my door with information on my missing mother—but that information comes at a price. If I want the truth, I have to help him take down the city’s vampire clan leader. Not only putting my life on the line, but that of the local pack.
Trouble is brewing in the city of Chicago. And I’m right at the center of it. 

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REVIEW
I think the cover for the book is perfect, theres the 'face/image' there of Sevyn taking total centre stage on the cover and possibly Christian in his wolf form. It definitely compliments the book well and it would make me want to learn more about the book, so I'd say it does its job really well.

So basically supernaturals live & work within plain sight of humans. Sevyn is an werewolf/outcast/assassin. Her mother disappeared 8 yrs ago and that was the last time she had anything to do with the pack/her pack. Some say Imogen Rose - packs top mercenary was dead, others say she is on the run from the pack. Some would whisper Imogen was always on the job so not a good mum to Sevyn. Imogen taught Sevyn skills no other parent would ...survival skills! Whether pack or human, Sevyn is always available to take someone down.

Although they didn't have a close emotional connection Sevyn doesn't understand why her mum would just leave her, she can't help think perhaps she is dead.

Sevyn has a heck of a lot going on! She definitely compartmentalised her life. She considers herself ex-Chicago Pack, though can she ever be truly 'free of the pack' Though they keep an eye on her they do not fully know what she does for a living and they certainly don't know she is Chicago's Grim Reaper! Sevyn has living independently working as an assassin for hire for a long time. Keeping her different worlds apart. When her mother disappeared she left her a message to leave the pack along with contact details for Nicholas. Nicholas is She has become sucked into carrying out hits for the human mafia too which is fine, though they don't know she is a shifter. Sevyn has never had an issue with 'taking out' anyone until she is asked to kill Christian Ellis, the son & next in line to the Alpha of the Chicago pack. What complicates things further is Sevyn & Christian have a whole lot of history! Sevyn & Chririan were promised to each other by their parents when they were first born. They grew up continually trying to one up the other, in constant competition. To complicate things further when Sevyn was eighteen a bond between her & Christian locked into place, they are fated mates! Neither of them like being told what they should or shouldn't do whether it's their parents or their heritage or shifter blood telling them.
Sevyn has to think quickly to come up with a reason to turn down the hit on Christian. She chooses the fact he is a Police Officer to refuse the job, but that doesn't mean someone else won't take the job. So now Sevyn finds herself being unwillingly drawn back into the pack. Whilst all this is going on Sevyn is approached with an offer she cannot refuse. Information about her mother in exchange for taking down Adrian Pierce the leader of the Vampire Clan.
Sevyn finds herself having to live back within the confines of Mayor Manor, Chicago Pack land and has to once again deal with pack politics, hierarchy and gossip, as well as coping with romantic feelings being in such close proximity to Christian.
Theres also the rather large matter of a new shifter in town, Dominic, who has challenged Gerard for Alpha position of the Chicago Pack. Dominic is an unknown newcomer who will have to fight and beat both Gerard & Christian to become the new leader of the Chicago Pack. In a fair, shifter to shifter fight it doesn't seem likely he could win but with the 'hit' being out on Christian will he be in a fit state or alive to take part in a challenge fight?
Sevyn finds herself in the middle of constant chaos, attempting to play all sides and races whilst not really trusting anyone.

I loved the writing style, it's the same engaging, enthralling, witty humorous unputdownable style I have come to know & love from this author. Once again, she has created a fantastic, fiercely independent kick butt female lead character.

I really enjoyed all the different 'races' involved in the book, the humans, human mafia, vampires, shifters etc. and how they interacted.

I appreciated the flashbacks within the book, the way they give the reader to be a 'fly on the wall' and learn about these important interactions almost 'first hand' for ourselves. Theres the flashbacks to 'younger Sevyn' first the interactions with her mum instilling the need to be disciplined and have perfect battle strategy. Her refusal to even talk about Sevyns father other than to say he is dead.
Then theres the flashback to when Sevyn and Christian realise they are fated mates. Its clear they are strongly attracted to each othe but wow, they are both stubborn and initially choose to fight the bond, dismissing any sort of romantic relationship as just being down to the 'pull of the bond'

The characters I loved....of course Sevyn, I thought her Sevyn-isms were brilliant, such as referring to vampire as 'caspar the unfriendly ghost', the attitude that her assassinating people is 'all about the Benjamin's' and 'Leave no witnesses'.
I also loved Christian, Nadia and Imogen (despite not actually officially meeting Imogen in the present day in the book yet)I'm hoping theres going to be more of and I am looking forward to learning more about Frankie, Parker and Orpheus. I enjoyed disliking Dominic and I have Nicholas and Willa in the 'grey area' where I haven't decided about them yet!

To say I enjoyed or I adored this book is an understatement, I truly did not want to put it down. In fact I hated having to put it down to 'do' anything else. I feel like I could go on and on about this book for hours! I honestly cannot wait to read more of this series. I feel like there is so much more to come from this series. There's so many plot lines to explore, such as Sevyn's mum Imogen, then the Sevyn and Christian 'romance', the mafia angle, the vampire clan, maybe more to come about Sevyn's dad and more from the witches coven. I just can't wait to read it all!!

Summing up, Wow, oh wow! I love, love, loved it! Great world building, supernaturals living but yet hidden in plain sight of humans. Fantastic characters, in luuurve with the whole love-hate-love, arranged marriage at birth & fated mate bond at 18.
That ending! Cliff hanger!
I seriously cannot wait read more!


 

Friday, 19 May 2023

BLOG TOUR - MICKEY CHAMBERS SHAKES IT UP BY CHARISH REID

  

For readers of Talia Hibbert, a witty, contemporary love story with high emotional stakes and a multicultural cast, about a widowed bar owner who, upon returning to college at 42, inadvertently hires the woman who turns out to be the adjunct instructor of his online writing class to help tend bar at his failing establishment; for fans who love grumpy vs. sunshine.



Title: Mickey Chambers Shakes It Up
Author:
Charish Reid
Publisher:
Canary Street Press
Release Date:
6th June 2023

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Mickey Chambers is a 33-year-old adjunct instructor with a sunny disposition despite her chronic illness and dwindling bank account. When she finds out a local bar is hiring in a hurry, she throws her hat in the ring. Has she ever worked at a bar? Nope! But there are a lot of things Mickey hasn’t done before and after years of her youth spent ill, she is willing to try anything once. Especially if it helps her cover her medical costs for the summer.

Diego Acosta, a 42-year-old bar owner, needs help in a hurry. Since his wife, Lucía, died five years ago, he’s been running The Saloon by himself. But with only a skeleton crew and the pressures of returning to college, Diego fears he might be running his late wife’s bar into the ground. Between rowdy college students, one final English class, and an upcoming music festival, Diego accidentally hires his writing instructor in a panic to keep the bar afloat.

When Mickey brings her cheerful attitude to The Saloon, Diego balks at the changes: new cute cocktails, karaoke nights, and her pretty smile. It’s been so long since he’s had feelings for another woman, he wonders if a relationship with her is even possible. Mickey is trying to avoid a messy entanglement, but she’s ready to embrace everything life has to offer, including the grumpy Diego.

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR 


Charish Reid is a fan of sexy books and disaster films. When she's not grading papers or prepping lessons for college freshmen, she enjoys writing romances that celebrate quirky Black women who deserve HEAs. Charish currently lives in Sweden.

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EXCERPT

Plink, plink, plink…

Mickey Chambers’ heart stuttered as she held her breath. Each prescription pill she dropped into different days of the week was an ominous warning of finite resources. When she got to Saturday and found a nearly empty bottle of her thyroid medication, she had to do quick math in her head. To refill her prescriptions, she’d have to visit Dr. Curtis and get bloodwork done.

Another expense…

She’d been counting pills for most of her adult life. But at thirty-three, it was getting hard to pay for them. At her kitchen counter, Mickey carefully spilled the remainder of her medication on to a place mat and slowly separated them. Two weeks.

She quickly started on the mood stabilizer next, counting with the same slowness, and making note of how few were left in the bottle. Three weeks. Any gaps in medication could be bad news for her hormone levels, knocking her flat on her ass.

This was going to be a hellish summer if Mickey couldn’t fund the medication for her hyperthyroidism. Her teaching load had always been somewhat precarious, but this was the first time she worried. Hargrove University’s English Department had always made room for her, but they had also hired more adjuncts like her. Other part-time instructors who needed to grab up as many classes to cover their bills.

She gathered her medications and placed them back on the top of her refrigerator before checking her cell phone again. She was expecting a call from the department chair today with confirmation of her summer schedule. So far, Mickey only had one online class.

Because she’d taught a few distance-learning courses before, Mickey had a slew of class plans ready to be taught online. She’d need to update a few PowerPoint presentations from last year, but she counted on her Food Studies and Culture course to be easy to navigate. Now, if Lara could just give her a heads-up on a Comp 101 or an American Lit, she’d have extra syllabi for those as well.

But alas, no missed calls.

Mickey sighed as she tucked her phone in her skirt pocket. No point in waiting around her apartment when she needed to be at her parents’ home for Sunday dinner. This was the first dinner she’d shown up to since a hectic finals week and logging grades, so she missed them. She grabbed her purse and locked up before running into the Columbus, Georgia, heat. Even in late May, she felt the blast of the outdoor furnace that frizzed her curls and made her under-boobs sweat. She blew out another frustrated sigh. The heat was an annoyance for any average Georgian, but for someone with her condition, these summers were hell.

When she got on Forest Street, she tapped out a quick message to her mother, letting Rita Chambers know she was on the way. Mickey made a quick loop around Lakebottom Park, admiring the people who could stand jogging in the bright sun and catching a glimpse of her favorite brick-red bungalow on the corner of Cherokee Avenue.

She loved how it stood out from the surrounding houses with its delicate white trim and shutters and large wraparound porch. A couple years back, two rocking chairs used to sit near the door, now only one remained. The owner also seemed to neglect the spread of kudzu vine clawing its way up the west side of the house. Mickey noticed the changes and it made her sad.

Her mind quickly went back to the road toward her parents’ home. Through the shaded boulevard of dogwood trees, Hargrove students were already walking to the downtown area, ready to tear it up. She drove past them carefully, trying her best not to hit the pregame wobblers.

When she reached her parents’ house, she parked her car in the driveway behind her brother’s Beemer and walked past the pecan saplings piled up in the yard. Mickey’s father must have been amid a landscaping project. Her mother would object to Virgil Sr. lifting more than necessary, but she’d let her parents argue about that.

She checked her phone once more and found no new messages.

Mickey closed her eyes, trained a smile on her face, and readied herself for dinner with her family. As she stepped through the threshold of her childhood home, she called out, “I’m here, let the festivities begin!”

Her little brother, Junior, was the first to reply. “Girl, ain’t nobody waiting on you.”

Mickey laughed as she hung her purse in the yellow foyer her father had painted earlier in the year. Judging by the smells coming from the kitchen, she wouldn’t have waited on her either. She found her family eating dinner in the bright and airy living room, using the collapsible TV trays while her mother’s lovely dining room remained untouched.

“Baby, fix a plate and join us.” Her mother pointed her fork toward the kitchen.

“Thanks, Mama.”

“Michelle, when’s the last time you had that car looked at?” her father asked apropos of nothing.

Mickey bit back her grin. “Last time I was here.”

Virgil Sr. shook his head as he scraped at his plate. “Lemme change that oil before you leave. How them tires lookin’?”

It didn’t matter how she answered, her father would just examine the entire Honda Civic before she left the house. Even after a week of working for Columbus Public Works, he still needed to come home and tinker around with something. “I’ll let you have a look,” Mickey said on her way to the kitchen.

If it was hot outside, Rita’s kitchen was an inferno. Her mother’s cast-iron skillet had put in the work that day, producing fried chicken, fried pork chops and corn bread. Side dishes covered the counter like a small buffet line, with a roll of aluminum foil and Styrofoam plates sitting on the end, serving as to-go plates for Mickey and Junior.

A bottle of Ardbeg scotch sat near the refrigerator with a yellow sticky note pressed to the glass. If there was one thing she could count on her brother for, it was a free bottle of booze. No doubt, an end-of-the-semester gift. She smiled as she picked it up and inspected the label. She and Junior tried to get together as often as possible to try different spirits and share their opinions, but lately they’d grown too busy. He with his start-up in Atlanta and her constantly grading papers. As expensive as it was, his little reminder of simpler times touched her.

While she fixed her plate, Mickey listened to her parents give a familiar rundown of the Columbus, Georgia, happenings for Junior, who now lived in Atlanta.

“You remember Celestine on the West Side,” Rita said. “Henry Richard’s sister.”

“Uhh…”

“Taught at the dance school back in the nineties. Volunteered at the soup kitchen?”

“Mama, I can’t remember,” Junior said.

“Well, she passed a couple weeks back,” their mother went on. “I went to the visitation and saw her granddaughter, Layla. I didn’t know it, but she took over the dance school recently. You remember Layla? Real pretty girl…”

“Maybe?”

“Henry still working at Wilson’s Paper?” their father interjected.

“Sure is,” Rita said. “Coming up on twenty years. Oughta be retiring soon.”

When Mickey returned to the living room, she sat next to her brother on the sibling-designated couch, facing her parents, who sat in their own cushy recliners. On the television, an action movie played with the volume set low.

“Anyway,” Rita said, “you oughta let me introduce you to Layla. She’s such a professional little lady teaching those kids and I heard she was single…”

Junior made a noncommittal noise before stuffing his mouth with fried pork chop.

Rita switched gears and turned her focus on her other child. “Michelle, my favorite teacher! Are you feeling good? Have you taken your medications?”

“This morning, Mama,” Mickey said, trying to keep her smile up. Every time her mother laid eyes on her, she asked the same questions.

“Do you have enough for the month?”

Mickey nodded, trying not to worry about the number of pills she counted out earlier. “I get my refills on time.”

“Is that Obamacare still working for you?” her father asked. “‘Cause Roy said he’s paying an arm and leg over these prescriptions.”

Mickey eked out a strained smile. “It’s fine, Daddy. The ACA plan I’m on is okay.”

“Are you teaching this summer?” Junior asked, steering the conversation away from Mickey’s health.

She gave him a grateful look. Since she was first diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, her parents had dropped everything in their lives to make sure she was well taken care of. Now, at the age of thirty-three, they hadn’t quite stopped. “I am,” she said, quickly changing gears. “I’m still at Hargrove, in the English Department.”

“They had a hell of a busted pipe by that athletic center,” her father said. “I told Roy, they gonna have to dig up some of that parking lot that goes to Seaver Avenue.”

Her mother ignored her husband, who routinely rambled about construction. “Are you going to be busy this summer? How many classes will you have? Will you have to be on your feet in the classroom, or can you teach from home?”

Mickey followed her brother’s example and shoveled mashed potatoes in her mouth to avoid her mother’s interrogation. She hoped it would give her time to figure out a good enough lie about her unstable unemployment. She nodded. “Mmm-hmm.”

Her parents understood that she taught at a university. They bragged on her to everyone they knew, from the cashier at Winn Dixie to Monique at the salon. What they didn’t quite grasp was what nontenured track looked like at a place like Hargrove University.

While associate professors could use their summers for scholarship and traveling to conferences, adjuncts scrambled to find all the classes they could to make ends meet. Mickey loved teaching and her students…but she had the sneaking suspicion that her love for the job was being used against her by the university machine. She wasn’t making nearly enough money for the work she kept doing—the grim evidence hit her every time she paid her bills.

She swallowed the lump of mashed potatoes. “I’ll be fine,” she lied. As soon as her phone vibrated in her pocket, Mickey would know for certain. “Sorry, I gotta take this.”

She quickly excused herself from the living room and took her call in the kitchen.

Her boss started off on the wrong foot immediately. “Hey, Michelle…” she said in a contrite voice.

Mickey’s heart dropped. “Hey, Lara.”

“I’m sorry,” Lara said. “I had hopes for English 200, but there weren’t enough students for the Registrar’s Office to sign off on it. And then I only had 101 left, and I know you just taught it…”

“No, no, I get it,” Mickey said. “Matt needs a class too.”

“I tried to split the leftover classes as fair as I could,” Lara said. Her boss sounded so close to tears that Mickey had no choice but to let her off the hook. The availability of classes wasn’t necessarily her fault. She couldn’t help the fact that the administration had tightened up on summer course offerings.

“So, I’ve got the Comp 102,” she said with an upbeat voice.

“You do! Luckily, it’s the condensed early summer version; just four weeks. And you’d really be doing us a favor.” Doing them a favor made Mickey sound heroic instead of an underpaid professional who didn’t receive health-care benefits.

“Of course, no worries. Listen, Lara, I gotta let you go,” Mickey said.

“I get it,” Lara said. “Michelle, I’m so sorry. You’ll be okay?”

Even though she didn’t feel like coddling Lara’s feelings, she still lied, “I’ll be fine.”

“Okay. We’ll talk later?”

“Of course,” Mickey said brightly.

By the time she hung up, her mind was already on the next problem. What did the money situation look like for the next two and a half months? A quick calculation of savings told her she could handle rent—that always came first. Then came medication. Her savings account would take a hit, but it could cover those necessary pills. She had a roof over her head, but food and utilities were a different story.

“Was that work?”

She jumped at the sound of Junior’s voice behind her. Mickey could lie to her boss and her parents, but her brother would always be a tough sell. He may be five years younger than she, but he’d had to grow up fast when she was at her sickest. “It was,” she sighed.

“Are you going to need help this summer?” he asked.

He didn’t mean any harm, but it stung to be so far behind her brother, who graduated school on time, who found a career at an appropriate time. Meanwhile, Mickey’s constant absences due to illness meant flunking out of high school. She didn’t catch up to her peers until a proper treatment plan was put in place. Getting her GED, earning a bachelor’s and finally a master’s degree, in literature, gained her employment…just not a steady career in her thirties. “Please don’t tell mom and dad,” she whispered, glancing toward the living room. “They still see me as a sick teenager: reminding me to take my meds, offering me money they don’t have.”

“You need to come work with me and James,” her brother suggested as he rubbed his beard. His dark brown eyes focused on the stove behind him and narrowed. She could tell his computer-programmer mind whirred with a plan. “If you lived in Atlanta, I could help you get set up with a little apartment nearby. We could finally start the whiskey podcast…”

“You know I’d love to do the podcast,” Mickey said with a chuckle. “But I don’t want to move to Atlanta and I don’t want to work for my little brother doing—what are you doing?”

Junior rolled his eyes. “Coding the MedPlus app. We’re still trying to find a decent marketing manager… You could be it?”

Mickey grabbed her brother by the hand and dragged him to the kitchen patio door. “Let’s talk about this outside,” she sighed, hoping her parents weren’t listening. In the backyard, she finally felt relief from the stifling heat of the house.

“How long are you going to keep working for that school?” Junior asked, facing the setting sun. The vibrant red shined on his deep brown skin as he squinted his dark eyes against the light. He took his coloring and height from their father, while Mickey’s pecan-brown skin and short, chubby stature mimicked their mother.

She didn’t know the answer to that. “I don’t know. I guess I’ll teach until I find something else I’m good at.” Sometimes she woke up in a cold sweat, wondering why she’d chosen literature and composition as areas to study. The job market was rough for even those who had doctorates. What had felt like a comfortable job was quickly becoming an albatross around her neck. Anytime she tried to think about another vocation, her heart pounded and her brain froze. “I know I’m really good at organizing and planning, but those skills feel too vague to become a…career.”

“Well, you’re good with people—always friendly and helpful. I wish I knew how you stay so damn cheerful,” he said with a chuckle. “A bunch of spoiled-ass freshmen in English class would drive me up a fuckin’ wall.”

“Oh, it’s not them,” Mickey sighed. “When I step foot in the classroom, they respect me, they listen. Hell, they don’t even realize I’m a part-time lecturer. My students think I’m a scholar like everyone else.”

She certainly didn’t feel that way when she left the classroom. Since she didn’t attend department meetings, many of the tenure-track professors barely knew her name.

“Can I be honest with you?”

Her brother nodded.

Mickey blew out a sigh. “Teaching was accidental. After the bachelor’s degree, I didn’t know what to do with literature studies, so I continued and got a master’s degree. The first job I got was teaching English and I just stuck with it. I like doing it, but without a doctorate degree, being an adjunct is a permanent internship. It’s an aspiration job that will never become a career for me.” She took a deep breath before continuing. “It’s a hamster wheel masquerading as a noble pursuit.”

Quiet blanketed the back patio as Mickey fought to keep her shit together. That was the first time she’d spoken the truth to another person.

“Got it. So, you’re spinning your wheels at Hargrove.” Junior said in a serious voice.

Mickey kept her eyes on the horizon ahead of them. Anything to avoid her brother’s piercing stare. “I’ll need to make some real changes come fall.”

“For real though, if things don’t work out in Columbus, you can stay with me. I know MedPlus is still young, but James has a couple investors lined up. You’re a writer. I could get you in on the ground floor.”

Mickey nodded. “I hear you, and I’ll keep it in my back pocket.”

While Junior’s job offer was a lovely gesture, she was reluctant to accept it. Her family had done too much as it was to help her. Her parents had given up their time, getting the runaround from heath professionals. And then their money to send her to doctors and specialists. Junior even helped her with her college applications and her move to Athens for her master’s program. Living with her brother, while working for him, seemed like taking a step backward.

The patio door slid open. Their father stuck his head out and looked between the two of them. “It’s too hot out here for Michelle to be standing around,” he said with a frown. “Y’all come in here and get a cold drink.”

Mickey shot her brother a look that said, See?

Junior smirked as he shook his head. “Coming, Pop.” As she followed her brother back inside the house, she hoped that she could continue pretending things were fine. She adjusted her face, forcing the smile that people were accustomed to, and tried to forget about the ever-present money worries. Positive attitude, Mickey. She wouldn’t get anywhere feeling sorry for herself.

Excerpted from Mickey Chambers Shakes It Up by Charish Reid. Copyright © 2023 by Charish Reid. Published by arrangement with Harlequin Books S.A