Tuesday, 20 January 2026

REVIEW - FIELD OF LILIES - BOUQUET OF LIES DUET BY DV FISCHER

  

Title: Field Of Lilies 
Series:
Bouquet Of Lies Duet
Author:
DV Fischer
Publisher:
Love N Books Press
Release Date:
20th January 2026

BLURB 
Some sins don’t stay buried.

I’ve always had a weakness for the wrong kind of man—red flags and all. But I never thought I’d actually kill someone. And I definitely never thought I’d end up being hunted.

Running a quiet B&B in Fairview was supposed to be my peace. My escape. But that illusion shattered the night everything went wrong.

Now someone’s hunting me.And I’m not sure if the man staying in my B&B is here to protect me… or ruin me.

Killian is rough. Closed off. Hiding something dark. He says he’s just passing through. But trouble follows him like a shadow—and I’m about to find out what it means to stand in the path of a storm.

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REVIEW 
I love the cover and how well it complements bk 1. I love the theme of flowers! It’s the chains on the cover that hint at sinister/scary elements.

The book begins with Tori driving her car in torrential rain, which makes visibility poor. When her mobile phone slips to the floor, she would normally leave it but the floor is wet and who knows she might need the phone to hand in this weather so she reaches for it, glancing away from the road. When she looks back up she see’s a black van and then suddenly a woman is running into the road directly in front of her. Tori is unable to stop her car in time and hits the woman. Tori immediately jumps out of the car and shouts for the black van driver for him to help, but the figure in the orange raincoat simply climbs back into the van and speeds off, leaving Tori alone, she rushes to the woman’s side, its then she notices that the woman is visibly quite far along in her pregnancy. Tori touches the woman to check for a pulse but sadly and devastatingly for Tori there is no pulse. Tori has hit and killed the woman. Tori calls the Police and its not long until the newly appointed Sheriff Pierce Hilton arrives, like a knight in shining armour. Tori has history with Pierce, she slept with him once, and now he wants more and she doesn’t so the way he tries to comfort Tori feels awkward. The only person Tori wants is her best friend Tegan, so Pierce calls her and its not long before Tegan and Cole turn up to offer sympathy, and emotional and practical help for Tori.

Killian Savage strolls into town, a mysterious loner who happens to walk into Derek’s store and ask about a play to stay. Derek directs Killian to Tori as she has a small studio type accommodation behind her home that she rents out. When Cole sees Killian, he recognises the attitude and dangerous air around him and isn’t afraid of expressing his immediate dislike for the man. Killian arranges to meet Tori and fills in the relevant forms to rent the property. Killian sees a tired, troubled woman in front of him and likes what he sees but he isn’t there in the Fairview area for romance he is there tracking the man who killed his wife and children and nothing is going to get in his way of vengeance.

Though tired and distracted because of the accident Tori can’t help but notice how “easy on the eye” Killian is, though she gets the feeling he is hiding a secret or two. Tori ponders that Killian may be the distraction she needs right now, because she only wants the one-night stand kind of relationship, she isn’t the marrying kind and she certainly doesn’t want children.

If Tori doesn’t have enough to deal with, she is dealing with the new Pastor, Kent Hilton who happens to be Sheriff Pierce Hilton’s Uncle. Where Pierce likes Tori and wants to be around her more his Uncle Kent despises what Tori stands for. Tori has a pagan shop which Pastor Kent accuses her of leading people astray and says her shop is the devil’s work. Pastor Kent also happens to be in the realtor business so in direct competition with Tori with that too.

Sheriff Pierce reveals to Tori that he cannot find out the identity of the woman she collided with. Rather sinisterly the woman’s finger prints have been burned off and her teeth removed. The only possible identifying mark on the woman is the lily on her wrist, which Tori finds rather ironic as the accident occurred at the side of the field of lilies that were planted in the memory of Neil Wordon. Tori describes the man in the orange raincoat and that he was the same build as Pastor Kent Hilton. Sheriff Pierce shrugs off the description of the build of the man in the orange raincoat, saying Tori is jumping to conclusions as she doesn’t get on with his Uncle and that Derek has a whole store full of orange raincoats he is selling to anyone he can.

I immediately fell for the quiet, moody, long haired, steamy hot Killian. I really like the character quotes/statements within the book such as “I'm not the marrying type. I'm not the happy-ever-after guy. Not anymore. ~ Killian Savage” Which kind of makes him a male version of Tori as she isn’t the marrying kind either”

It's not long before Tori and Killian are giving into temptations at every opportunity and Tori is breaking both her only once rule and her they don’t sleep in my bed rules! Killian slowly opens up to Tori about his past and why he is in Fairview, when he mentions the relevance of a Lily brand/tattoo Tori contacts Pierce. Tori doesn’t know if it’s the stress from the accident or if she really is being followed. Its not long before her stalker makes themselves known by living a Lily in her house. Killian immediately knows what this means his past and present are about to collide. He vows to protect Tori from the man he is hunting. However, despite all his efforts and those of her friends, efforts to keep her safe, Tori is kidnapped and is forcibly given her very own lily brand/tattoo. Can Killian, Cole and Pierce work together to find and free Tori, and what state will she be in by the time they find her. After a discussion with Cole, Killian realises he has feelings for Tori, he loves her and wants a future with her, but has he realised this too late?

The book is of a medium/fast pace, I soon became hooked and didn’t want to put it down. I easily grew to love the characters and I even enjoyed hating the bad guys! The book had a great twisted plot and I loved all the world building and back story of the Fairview area. There are some explicit scenes within the book, but if they aren’t your thing you can skim over them. They are within the context of the plot. I’ll admit they were a little too explicit for my usual taste but they didn’t spoil the overall enjoyment of the book.

My immediate thoughts were that Field Of Lilies is an action-packed story with mystery, suspense, danger lurking, steamy explicit scenes.

Summing up I love the characters in this duet/series and the darkness that seems attracted to, and enjoys lurking in the Fairview area. I loved the hint of humour within the explanation of why the field of lilies were planted, that Tegan thought Neil would have had enough of Roses. I adored and immediately fell in love with the tough, previously broken but ready to be fixed (though they may not know it until they meet the right woman) main male characters of this book duet. I fell in love with Cole first in Bed Of Roses, then Killian in Field Of Roses, I even grew to quite like Pierce in Field Of Lilies.


 


 

Wednesday, 14 January 2026

REVIEW - AFTER THE ESCAPE - SURVIVORS OF THE NEW DAWN BY GRACE HAMILTON

  

Title: After The Escape
Series:
Survivors Of The New Dawn
Author:
Grace Hamilton
Publisher:
Relay Publishing
Genre:
Post Apocalyptic, EMP, Disaster
Release Date:
14th JAnuary 2026

 
BLURB
After the world went dark, every road became a battlefield.

Before the global EMP shattered the grid and sent civilization spiralling into ruin, a single bullet could end a life. Now, it guarantees a slow, agonizing death. Rob is bleeding out in a world without doctors, medicine—or mercy. And time is running out.

Claire has one mission: find help—fast. But in a lawless wasteland crawling with killers, slavers, and scavengers, every step is a gamble. Worse still, the Carringtons are hunting them, and they won’t stop until Rob’s body is in the dirt.

When a brutal militia razes the last refuge the Taylors called home, they're forced to flee into the unknown, chasing desperate whispers of a hidden sanctuary deep in the wilds of Washington State.

Along the way, they encounter fellow survivors—each marked by trauma, each with their own secrets. Trust is rare. Mistakes are fatal. And as enemies close in from every direction, the Taylors must confront a brutal truth: to survive in this world, it’s not just about how far you’re willing to go…

It’s about what you’re willing to become. 

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REVIEW
The cover fits really well with the cover of bk1. This cover probably represents a scene from within the book. I’d guess that the people on the cover are Alejandro and Claire, who have come together and are slowly rekindled their relationship despite the fact they were at a lawyer’s office in the process of divorcing at the beginning of bk1 when everything in the world changed when the global EMP hit!!

The After The Escape timeline picks up right were it left off in After The Fallout. 
Pregnant Lydia is out hunting rabbits with her teenaged son Bobby. Lydia is hoping that doing things together will encourage Bobby to open up and speak to her a little more. Lydia tries teasing him about his gun skills but the humour doesn’t land quite right with Bobby. They are then interrupted when they hear male voices…….Lydia and Bobby take cover and discover that it is a small team of Carrington Militia men obviously having been sent out to spy of the Taylors homestead, or what is left of it after the earlier battle. The men are talking about the Boss being eager to move onto the next part of his plan regarding the Taylors.

When Lydia and Bobby return to the homestead a meeting is called and it is decided that there is no other option but to leave. John Anderson and his Carrington Farm Militia Men easily outnumber them, so it would be suicide to stay and fight. The Taylors & their now extended family decide that travelling out on the roads in an effort to settle somewhere else is the lesser of two evils. They are well aware that there will be other gangs to contend with as well as the conditions being out on the road, but the decision is made. Before they totally leave the area, they decide to call at Buck and Sandra’s large home to gather supplies, hopefully find something to treat Rob’s gunshot wound and have a good night or twos rest before getting fully on the road. They think that John Anderson and his Carrington Farm men will attack the homestead and will not think of the Taylors group going to Buck’s house.

Meanwhile Anderson is injured from the battle at the Taylors homestead but he is angry and vengeful. He decides to raid nearby properties for anything useful and him and his gang come across the home of Buck and Sandra. Whilst ransacking the house John Anderson notices a photograph of Buck and Sandra which makes thing a bit more personal, it further inflames Andersons unstable irritation and he orders the house to be burnt to the ground despite pleas from his right-hand man Dirk to just take what they need and leave.

Dirk sneaks away from the Carrington Farm multiple times to plead with Sophia, John Anderson’s daughter, to just come back, that things will be different, he promises he will stand up to her father and help her. The Taylors make sure that Sophia knows she is welcome to stay with them and travel with them if that what she wants, despite them knowing that Anderson is likely to follow them in an attempt to grab back his daughter. Sophia chooses to travel with the Taylor family group.

Things take a turn for the worse when Rob collapses due to the gunshot wound being badly infected. There’s little choice but to risk going into town to visit Rob’s one other friend for help. Rob is treated with old, limited medication with both, Agata and Lydia foraging for herb to make herbal remedies to help fight the infection too. Though Rob hates the taste of the teas they make and the ointment/poultices they make sting he is willing to try anything and everything to fight the growing infection.

The Taylors are aware they are being followed by the increasingly desperate John Anderton and his Carrington Militia, they are also being tracked by bounty hunters employed by the Hartley’s to capture the now visibly pregnant Lydia as well as meeting strangers whilst on the road and the possibly disastrous choices of who to trust and who not to trust. The With nowhere in particular to go the Taylors decide to head to Agata’s distant relatives. Whilst on the road the Taylors hear about a ferry that takes them to a safe place where the army keeps peace etc. Agata disagrees and wants them to continue to her relatives but Alejandro thinks the ferry to a safer place is the better option and will put them further out of the reach of John Anderson & the Carrington Militia. The decision if put to the vote and all but Agata vote for the ferry. They meet up with a trio of travellers, Sam, his father Whiskey and his son Micah and continue their journey together. The trio seem trustworthy though Sam is reluctant to have any type of gun or weapon for fear of provoking other travellers they may meet, whilst the Taylors try to explain to him that a weapon is not just for offense, it is a deterrent and for defence if and when needed, though they do not try to force their views on him.

The characters face the larger threats and hurdles whilst dealing with other day to day issues and sometimes fraught relationships. The relationship between Bobby and Sophie continues to blossom. Sophie does consider turning herself over to her father but it soon becomes apparent her father would not let the Taylors simply leave even if Sophie sacrificed herself and returned to him. John Anderson is set on vengeance and he doesn’t care who gets hurt in the process.
Claire & Alejandro's love seems to be rekindling as they become closer and work together to protect the rest of their group, taking on more of the leadership whilst Rob is out of action. Lydia is rightfully so, fearful of who the Hartleys will send after her next and how far they are prepared to go to get her and the baby she is carrying.

Sam, Whiskey and Micah seem to integrate into the group well, but Sam soon becomes dangerously resentful of the fact the Taylors did not reveal they were being followed. Sam blames the Taylors for putting him, his son and his father in more danger but seems to forget that travelling in a larger group has in fact increased their safety. However, a hurt and angry Sam makes a huge mistake by making a deal with the enemy, but later puts his own life at risk to try and put that wrong, right again.

Though he isn’t the only putting their life on the line for a relative strange as when there is a crush on the docks and Micah is separated from his family, quickly becoming lost in the crowd, Bobby sees this and leaves his own family and rushes to save Micah from being trampled in the crush of people. Unfortunately, in doing so, he put himself firmly in the sights of a fever driven Murdoch who is set on revenge because Bobby shot him.

Such a lot happens in this book, there’s growing love between characters, the death of a character, betrayal and dangers at every turn to be dealt with. As the book ends the Taylors are wondering if they made the right decision as those in charge don’t seem to know what they are doing and there really aren’t enough of them to deal with any major assault or riot.

My immediate thoughts upon finishing reading After The Escape were, Oh wow! what an action-packed, nail biting, edge of your seat book! I loved it!

Summing up, I really enjoyed reading After The Escape. The loss of one of the main characters we were introduced to in bk1 was sad, but as the group quickly learns, if you want to survive, you have to move on quickly and grieve when you can. The group learn lessons about who they can and cannot trust, sometimes the hard way! As it states in the blurb the Taylors must confront a brutal truth: to survive in this world, it’s not just about how far you’re willing to go… 
I can’t wait to read the next book!


 




 

Monday, 22 December 2025

MY 25 BOOKS OF 2025

 



















 
{For this post I am counting the Brook Mountain 
novella's as one book!}
 
 





Reviews of the books can be found on my blog by using the A~Z page.
Look for the Authors surname, then click on the book title under it to read my review
 
Wishing you all a Happy Festive Season! 
 

 

Friday, 12 December 2025

BLOG TOUR - HOW TO GRIEVE LIKE A VICTORIAN BY AMY CAROL REEVES

 

Katherine Center meets REALLY GOOD, ACTUALLY in a clever and poignant novel about an English Professor who grieves the sudden loss of her husband the Victorian way, by wearing widow’s weeds and escaping to London, where she unexpectedly discovers there’s still love, life, and burlesque to be had.

Think: If Emily Henry wrote about a young widow in the vein of Really Good, Actually (irreverent, hot-mess heroine) and Lessons in Chemistry (female academic thrust into a commercial space; struggling as a single mom) with a warm-blanket romantic HEA, and loads of snark.

Title: How To Grieve Like A Victorian
Author:
Amy Carol Reeves
Publisher:
Canary Street Press
Release Date:
9th December 2025

BLURB
Dr. Lizzie Wells, a professor of British Literature and bestselling author, is grieving her husband the Victorian way. She keeps a lock of his hair in a choker around her neck and dons widows weeds–and notifies her colleagues and students that she will accept only paper letters instead of email.

But then she’s offered a trip to London for escape and healing, where she befriends fellow bestselling novelist AD Hemmings. Rakish and handsome, Hemmings pushes her out of her comfort zone. She attends a Victorian-style séance, gets pulled onstage at a burlesque bar, and sight-sees with her young son.

All the while, back in South Carolina, her late husband’s best friend and lawyer, Henry, peels back the layers of a family secret her mother-in-law is desperate to keep hidden. Cross-Atlantic ‘family business’ updates turn into regular FaceTime hangouts and their friendship evolves into something more. Lizzie fears she’s falling in love with him…

Struggling with conflicting feelings, Lizzie travels to Brontë country where in the windswept moors she comes to peace with grief, joy, and all the in-betweens.

 
PURCHASE LINKS
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR 

AMY CAROL REEVES has a PhD in nineteenth-century British literature and finds joy in teaching classes and writing. She's published several academic articles as well as a young adult book trilogy about the Jack the Ripper murders in Victorian London. She lives in a quirky old house in Indianapolis with her three children. 


AUTHOR LINKS
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https://www.amycarolreeves.com/
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EXCEPRT 

OUT OF OFFICE REPLY—

Thank you for contacting me. However, for an undetermined time period, I will only be corresponding through letters. (Yes, the kind with paper.) Thank you for understanding.

Dr. Lizzie Wells

Professor of Victorian Literature—Willoughby

College

Author of The Heathcliff Saga

she/her

After typing the message, I drum my fingers on my desk, contemplating the elegant stack of black-and-gold-rimmed stationery pages and envelopes in front of me. They seem appropriate for a recent widow like me, and I’m grateful for the niche Etsy shop specializing in antique stationery.

No more emails.

The thought of not reading or answering campus emails from hateful asshats like Bill Rhodes, chair of philosophy, feels like a giant fucking albatross has slid from my shoulders, feathers cluttering the floor of my coffee-stained office carpet.

Since Philip’s sudden death last month, I’ve learned I don’t have much headspace other than to parent and grieve. And I’ve barely time to parent. Heathcliff ate a Pop-Tart for breakfast this morning. A chocolate Pop-Tart, not even a fruit one. I couldn’t summon the energy to cook his regular oatmeal.

What am I going to do?

I look up at the signed Heathcliff Saga movie poster on the wall behind my desk and stare into the glassy blue eyes of teen heartthrob Everett Dane. He sneers rakishly, dark hair tousled over his forehead, rumpled shirtsleeves open to reveal the top of his Greek-god chest. He played the role well.

When Hollywood optioned film rights for my Twilight-y young adult version of Wuthering Heights—written during sleepless nights breastfeeding Heathcliff—Philip had been so proud. He took me out to a too-expensive restaurant, the kind where the servers wear crisp, ironed white dress shirts and say ridiculous things like the wine has “hints of leather and tobacco.” We split a bottle of cabernet over a large platter of roasted duck and asparagus. We even splurged on the overpriced cranberry tartlets; the cranberries, of course, were “raised in organic, sun-kissed hills near Asheville.” After dinner, we walked through a nearby pocket park. The evening sky glowed rose-hued beyond the sprawling Carolina oaks; Philip skillfully skipped rocks across a tiny, landscaped pond as we talked about a future where we could pay off student loans and take our long-postponed trip to Paris.

My email dings, and I jump, blinking away tears.

Against my better judgment, I check the message.

Ugh.

Brad McGregor.

 

Hey Miss Wells,

I’m really struggling with P and P. I mean I thought this chick lit was like more straightforward. But geez . . . why do they have to write so many letters? Can I like have extra credit or something if I don’t pass the Final?

Thks

B

My blood pressure rises a little bit every time I have to deal with Brad McGregor. The dean’s son needs one more English credit to graduate on time, so he enrolled in my spring Jane Austen seminar because it was the only literature class over before his “epic” Cancún vacation funded by his dad’s bloated administrative salary. His sense of entitlement has no end. He makes little effort to disguise his distaste for my class. He addresses me as “Miss” instead of “Dr.” And last, but not least, he’s Willoughby College’s most notorious man-slut; last year he cheated on one of my brightest students, Kayla, with her dorm RA. (Kayla sobbed during my office hours after she found out.)

I log out of my email, close my laptop, pull out one of my new stationery pages and a black fountain pen, and begin a furious response to Brad. A soft rap on my door, and my department chair, Patrick, enters, steam wafting from the top of his Edgar Allan Poe mug.

“Letters only?”

“This first one is going to Brad McGregor.”

“He’s the worst.” Patrick groans and takes a sip of coffee as he slumps in the worn leather armchair opposite my desk. “I had him in American lit last semester. He came to class smelling like weed, called Edith Wharton a frigid old spinster, and I’m pretty sure he slept with my TA.”

I see red as I stare down at my angry letter.

Patrick’s quiet. Although my age, thirty-nine, he sports a graying beard. He strokes it for a few seconds as he considers me worriedly. He’s trying not to look at my new black blouse with ruffled wrist sleeves and black pencil skirt. I might have gone on a widow shopping spree for black clothes in the days after Philip’s death. Patrick doesn’t need to know about the small silver bird keepsake urn containing Philip’s ashes in my leather satchel. That might make me too peculiar.

He clears his throat awkwardly and gazes into his coffee.

“You doing okay, Lizzie? I mean . . . I know you’re just back from leave, but you can take more time . . .” I wave my hand dismissively. “Everything will be worse if I don’t work. It will be all-day pajamas, and tears, and bingeing Outlander episodes.”

“Well, if there’s anything I can do for you—watch Heathcliff, send takeout . . . If there’s anything I can do to lighten your load, just let me know. I’ve already taken you off the Curriculum Management Committee and the Committee Oversight Committee.”

“Thanks,” I mutter, bewildered, as always, at how my studies of Brontë and Dickens novels prepared me for such gripping daily tasks.

I shift the topic away from me and my ongoing sadness. “Did you have your meeting with the provost today?”

He gives me the dismal summary of this month’s meeting. Each monthly provost report becomes a little more doomsday than the one before, and the jumpy junior faculty start sending out résumés to community colleges and local high schools. In our department, we just lost a fairly new full-time hire to a neighboring new technical school. (Teaching business writing is more lucrative . . . she’d said. I had no counterargument.) Now the tiny English department is just me, Patrick, a small army of adjuncts, and our MAGA-supporting administrative assistant, Sandra. (Every time I pass her desk, I try not to look at the framed illustration of Jesus sitting on a bench by the White House.)

“But it looks like Willoughby will stay open for at least another year?” I ask.

He shrugs. “Let’s just say I’m keeping my résumé updated.” He glances up at Everett Dane’s searing blue eyes. “You, on the other hand, will have plenty of options should the ship sink.”

It’s true. Although The Heathcliff Saga hadn’t exactly made me rich, as the only faculty member to appear in People magazine, I’m a reluctant darling to a struggling institution. And plenty of other schools will take me if we close.

After he leaves, I finish penning my letter to Brad. I worry it’s a bit too harsh, so I slip it into my bag. I can always revise later.

I take a late lunch outside, numb after the latest Fiscal Oversight Committee meeting, where the provost announced proudly that she was siphoning off 90 percent of the humanities department budgets for an Admissions Advancement Task Force. Her lipstick-rimmed Cheshire-cat grin stretched wider, looking directly at me as she said it. Everyone waited breathlessly for me, the committee chair, to retort. Instead, in front of all thirty faculty and ten administrators, I pulled my favorite lavender-scented ChapStick from my sweater pocket next to Philip’s miniature keepsake bird urn. I applied it thoroughly and carefully amid the silence, snapped the cap back on, and said nothing just to show how few fucks I give anymore.

Alone, in the campus garden, I sit on a mossy stone bench in the shade of an oak. Bees hum loudly through the blue flag irises and bulblike pink blossoms of the small magnolia near me. I open my Tupperware dish of macaroni casserole. As a Midwest transplant, I’m always amazed at Southerners’ culinary zest for the grieving. I have about twelve macaroni casseroles and five lasagnas in my freezer. Heathcliff can’t digest dairy, so I’ll be eating these myself in the forthcoming weeks.

Even in the shade, my armpits sweat in this Carolina May heat. Still, I’d choose this over my windowless office any day. Through the garden gate, I see Bill Rhodes storming into the administration building—no doubt to unload on the president about me and Patrick. I can’t care. No one will ever option film rights for his latest book—Metaphysical Intellectualism in Neoclassical England.

Last fall was such a bright star for me when The Heathcliff Saga film premiered and my book spent several weeks on the New York Times bestseller list. Writing that book six years ago, postpartum, kept me sane. I gave everyone A’s that semester. With the hormone shifts, lack of sleep each night and an insatiable Heathcliff hanging off my breast, I’d escape into my alternative Wuthering Heights world. In my book, Emily Brontë’s love-triangled teenagers learn that Heathcliff inherited warlock powers from a distant Yorkshire ancestor. My Linwood is less milquetoast than the original character. He bastardizes ancient Fae supernatural powers from the moorlands and starts a spell war with Heathcliff. Cathy, caught in the middle, asks Nelly Dean to train her in the supernatural arts. She teams up with Heathcliff, helping him purge Linwood’s magical darkness for good. There’s lots of teen angst, desperate kissing, and disengaged parents. The adults churn butter and argue with no idea their teens could destroy Great Britain with their dark fairy arts war.

My literary agent, Sarah, took me on and sold the book in two days. I loved my editor, my only complaint being that he wanted to change the title from The Cathy Saga to The Heathcliff Saga. I groused. After all, I wanted my heroine to be the book’s star. But he said “Cathy” wasn’t distinct enough—it sounded like the comic-strip character—and he wanted my Heathcliff to be the new Edward Cullen.

Then I thought about my forthcoming advance check and gave in. The timing couldn’t have been better. Over the next few years, film rights sold, then foreign rights in Spain, Germany, and Japan. By the time the movie came out last year and I had my red-carpet moment, Willoughby’s president offered me immediate tenure and a promotion.

Putting the lid on my Tupperware, I scroll fondly through my Instagram page. Thanks to the movie, I have about 100,000 followers, and I pick up a few hundred more every time one of the stars tags me. My last Instagram post was a repost of Everett Dane’s pic of him hugging me at the premier after-party: “Love this woman! Brainiest person I’ve ever known.”

I’m suddenly back in that moment, slight champagne buzz, surrounded by the glamorous and Botoxed. I wore a rented teal Vera Wang and teetered on strappy gold Jimmy Choos; I was in this young British heartthrob’s arms, and yet I locked eyes with Philip, standing just beyond the photo’s edge. With his soft, sandy blond hair and glasses, my shy lawyer husband never seemed more mine than in that moment. He wasn’t a crier—ever. It’s a weird Southern guy thing. But his eyes shined happy tears. There was no professional or personal jealousy there; it was pure celebration of me, of us—of how profoundly lucky we were to have each other and that moment.

My phone dings.

Mirabel: Hi Elizabeth, you’ve been on my mind so much. Lunch tomorrow? My treat☺

I groan.

My Steel Magnolia, passive-aggressivemother-in-law has been trying to get me out to lunch since the funeral. Lunch. I stare down at my Tupperware of mostly uneaten macaroni. Apparently, the grieving have to eat.

There’s been a persistency in her texts.

Something’s off.

And I just can’t even with her because it will make me think of that night—Philip

was leaving her house when his car ran off the road.

There was the call from him, just before the accident. The voicemail he left: My god, Lizzie, we have to talk.

The spongy casserole feels like a lump in my stomach. I’d rather face ten meetings with Bill Rhodes than think about that night and all the factors involved: rain, lightning, deer, emotional shock, the million random sparks that might have made Philip’s 2017 black Camry slide off the road between Summerville and our home in Columbia, South Carolina. But painful as it might be, I need to know what happened at her home to upset Philip. Mirabel’s been acting cagey, and I’ll have to tread carefully.

My mother-in-law loves her azalea gardens, her large home, the Methodist Women’s League. She likes lipsticks and Talbots dresses.

Unfortunately, the one thing Mirabel doesn’t like (besides me) is the truth. 

Excerpted from How to Grieve Like a Victorian by Amy Carol Reeves. © 2025 by Amy Carol Reeves, used with permission from Canary Street Press, an imprint of HarperCollins.