Friday, 24 December 2021

REVIEW - TOUGH AS LACE BY LEXI BRUCE

 

Title: Tough As Lace
Author: Lexi Bruce
Publisher: West 44
Genre: HiLo, Poetry, Teens, YA
Release Date: 1st December 2021

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Lacey "Lace" Stewart knows who she is. She's the star of her high school's lacrosse team, she's confident and brash, and she doesn't seem to worry about what other people think. Lace tries hard in school, works weekends at a coffee shop, and is counting on a lacrosse scholarship for college. She's got it all figured out. At least that's what she shows everyone at school. But underneath her brave face, she's battling deep-seated anxiety, and she's one panic attack away from losing it all. 

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I had mixed feelings about the cover it looked a bit dark but when reading the book, it does kind of make sense, as the main characters name is Lacey and she is continually being told to “be tough.” The lace on the book cover is pretty but has that small hole within it, representing the character Lacey really well.

The main character Lacey, though people do call her Lace for short is the star of the lacrosse team, she appears to have it all. Lace dates Owen, the star of the male lacrosse team. Lacey appears to have everything, be good at everything and comes across as confident, “in your face”, loud girl. However, behind the wall Lacey has carefully constructed around herself she is more unsure, reserved and has anxiety too. Lacey works hard at school and in her weekend job in a little coffee shop but sadly things start to slip. First, it’s Lacey’s grades and then missing assignments, which has a knock-on effect of her beloved lacrosse being taken from her. Lacey is told if she wants to play at the lacrosse games, she needs to keep up her grades too. With pressure from her teachers, along with peer pressure from her lacrosse team mates saying they need her in top form is a heavy enough weight to carry. Then every attempt at initiating a conversation about the anxiety this is all causing with her parents is met by being told to “fake it till you make it” and “push through it” etc it’s no wonder poor Lacey ends up suffering panic attacks, she literally has no outlet, she feels like she has no one to speak honestly with and confide in. The book goes on to tell of her panic attack, luckily for Lacey a teacher at school notices the signs and offers her help and guidance. Its not long until others realise and step forward to help her.

My immediate thoughts upon finishing the book were that it had been a good read that covered an important subject in a short book. Though I have to admit I did feel annoyed with the reaction of Lacey's parents towards her in the book, the whole "fake it till you make it attitude" certainly wasn't helping her.

Summing up I really like the concept of these books being HiLo in that, they are short reads, but they tackle important issues. The book is also classed as poetry, which I’ll be honest I wouldn’t normally read, in fact I would usually just dismiss poetry altogether but I do really enjoy these novellas. I think they would make an amazing tool at schools to tackle certain subjects as well as encouraging those who are not used to reading. They would be a shorter commitment to read, yet still interesting for not so keen readers. It would be a great conversation starter when dealing with anxiety etc within the school environment.


 


Friday, 17 December 2021

REVIEW - BREAKING CHAOS - EMP DISASTER BY GRACE HAMILTON

 

Title: Breaking Chaos
Series: EMP Disaster
Author: Grace Hamilton
Publisher: Relay Publishing
Genre: General Fiction (Adult), Sci-Fi, Fantasy
Release Date: 10th November 2021

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Abandon all hope…

The factory was supposed to be the last safe haven left on Earth after an EMP catastrophe shut down power worldwide. But Melanie’s group isn’t the only one who wants it. A militia who are determined to capture Nate take over her base of operations, forcing Melanie, her family, and her friends to flee into the unforgiving wasteland.

Beyond the walls, the outside world continues to spiral into darkness. With enemies on their trail, Melanie’s only hope for survival is to keep moving… or sacrifice Nate for the good of the group. After all, they can’t run forever, and she can’t deny that caring for Nate is slowing them down…

Hunted and on the run, the threat of sickness and injury hangs over their heads. Their journey will take them through savage territory, populated by desperate people who will do anything to survive. If her ragtag group can’t find a new shelter, tragedy will claim them all.

But when a team member goes missing, Melanie is forced to make a choice: keep moving forward, or risk it all to make a stand…
 

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As with the previous two book covers in this series, this cover doesn’t disappoint. I could easily see it as a scene from within the book. The book covers of this series have enough things similar, yet still enough differences to stick to a continuity of themed but still pique your interest too.

After reading the first two books in this series I was quite literally counting down the days to this final book being released and wow it didn’t disappoint!

The book picks up right where the previous one ended. It turns out Cooper, the leader of the crazy prepper cult that Derrick Platt was part of has run away to get back up, and they have arrived in army vehicles and seem to have a whole arson of weapons at their disposal. As those inside the factory stare intently through their binoculars fear strikes Nathan Platt. At first speechless, but when he recovers from the initial shock, he reveals that the woman standing by the tank leading the army vehicles is his own mother, and it now seems that she is the leader of the even crazier group of preppers called the “Wolverine Militia” that were formed by Nathan’s paternal grandfather Clarence Platt. It seems like his mother, Sue Ellen who married Derrick Platt is now the leader of this heavily armed bizarre group. Though however bizarre they look, Nathan has a serious warning that Sue Ellen doesn’t take no for an answer. If she wants something she will fight for it to the probably bloody, violent, bitter end. It’s quite clear Nathan is petrified of his mother however twice he volunteers to give himself over to his mother for the greater good of the group. In the hopes his mother will let his new friends he actually classes as family go free with no repercussion’s.

I really grew to love Nathan as a character in this book. You come to understand him much better and understand his reticence and his way of looking almost scared of his own shadow let alone any other person. The only person he seems to get along with and open up around is Shona Pearson. As Nathan reveals how he was subjected to beating and various humiliations by his parents, Shona’s mother Melanie thinks back to her own troubled childhood and finds herself identifying with the young teen. It’s clear its her own mistreatment that makes her all the more determined to keep Nathan away from his mother and the very real possibility of him being beaten and bullied again.

I also really felt for Melanie in this final book, the way everyone looks to her for the answers and the leadership. The amount of pressure she puts herself under is immense and then when a dearly loved character and member of her group whom she considers family is brutally murdered and she immediately blames herself and second guesses all her actions that led up to the sad event.

I really loved the horrible character of Sue Ellen and the book really had me routing for Melanie and her group to succeed in escaping the Wolverine Militia. Sue Ellen is so determined and vengeful against Melanie and her group as they are standing between her and her son. I honestly think that even if Nathan gave himself over to his mother that she would still have hunted the group that had become his family down and killed them all just to prove a point. She has the mentality of if she can’t have what she wants no one else can.

Rita continues to prove her worth in this book too, I honestly laughed out loud at a certain scene in the book where she is enjoying herself using missiles and blowing things up from inside the tank that belonged to Sue Ellen. The group find themselves backed into a corner on numerous occasions in the book and suddenly one of them will come up with a solution or idea at the last possible moment. Mark is still recovering from his injury in this book but he certainly doesn’t let it hold him back and grits his teeth and gets on with what needs doing on more than one occasion.

Another scene I absolutely adored in the book was when the group were fleeing through the forest in an attempt to lose the Wolverine Militia is when the group are hungry and saying if only, they could shoot a rabbit, or trap one but they cannot due to the need for no noise and no spare time. Lizzy becomes the unlikely huntress by throwing a stone at the rabbit and killing it humanely in just one shot! No noise, no fuss and no time wasted and though there isn’t much from one rabbit being shared through the group it is gratefully eaten and Lizzy seems to shine from the praise. Lizzy may have started out this series as a timid young woman, but by the end she is a valued contributor of the group.

I don’t want to go into detail about what happens or how it happens but it turns out cutting off the right people in the militia has the affect of calming things somewhat. The remaining survivors of the battle agree to go their own way and not interfere with each other anymore.

My thoughts upon finishing this book, were that not only this book but the whole series is action packed and follows a group of everyday people learning how to survive as they go along. In fact, the only character within the group with any prepper type knowledge is Nathan. He certainly proves himself and an invaluable member of the group who is important to its future survival. Despite never looking for trouble and really only wanting a quiet life trouble continues to find the group. There are many sad losses during the whole series, characters that were assets to the group and if not biologically related still like members of the family group as a whole. Bonds between the members of this small group grow stronger with every hardship and danger they find themselves having to face. They continue to protect their small family and become a tight group who will do whatever needs to be done to stay together safely and continue to strive to hopefully thrive in the new harsher world they find themselves in.

Summing up, I really hated having to put it down. I found myself regularly reading into the early hours, or sneaking an extra hour in here and there reading. I definitely recommend this series for fans of post-apocalyptic fiction.


 


Monday, 13 December 2021

BLOG TOUR - THE WOMEN OF PEARL ISLAND BY POLLY CROSBY

  

With the same atmosphere and imagination of THE BOOK OF HIDDEN WONDERS, Polly Crosby’s new novel, THE WOMEN OF PEARL ISLAND is set on a lush, secluded island where family secrets bring together an unlikely friendship.

Title: The Women Of Pearl Island
Author: Polly Crosby
Publisher: Park Row
Genre: General Fiction
Release Date: 7th December 2020

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On a secluded island off the British coast, an elderly woman named Marianne collects butterflies and memories from her past. No longer able to catch butterflies herself, she enlists the help of a young woman named Tartelin who has peculiar birthmark on her cheek. Tartelin’s mother has recently passed, leaving her unmoored and eager for new beginnings on the island.

Marianne has spent most of her life on the island, her family having owned it for generations. She begins to tell her young assistant her family’s story – from the prosperous days when they harvested pearls and held banquets, to the harder times and her father’s desperate money-making schemes. But during WWII, the British government commandeered the island for nuclear testing and they were all forced to leave. Though, secret to everyone, Marianne stayed behind and experienced something she calls “the blast,” an event that changed everything for her. Now, the older woman is obsessed with tracking the changes in butterflies and other creatures on the island to prove what she witnessed so many decades before.

With a mystery spanning decades, this is an emotional and atmospheric story of a young woman coming into her own as she forges an unlikely friendship with her employer, both women grieving their pasts and together, embracing a new future.

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ONE

Tartelin

Summer 2018

“I do not require diaper changing, I do not require spoon-feeding, I do not require my ego massaging. What I do require is someone with a deft pair of hands. I asked for someone with experience in dealing with little things, delicate things. A scientist, perhaps. Is that you?”

I nod.

“Show me your hands, then, child.”

I hold them out, palm side downward, and she wheels herself over and inspects them. Her own hands, I see now, have a tremor.

“You’re a pretty girl,” she says, her eyes drifting over my face, glancing off my cheek, and I feel my skin redden. “Not very robust, though. Are you sure this is the right job for you?” I open my mouth to speak, but she cuts me off. “What did you do, before you came here? How is it that you are suited to this vacancy?”

I frown. We went over all this in our letters, back and forth, back and forth. Written on paper, not sent by email, each one signed Miss Marianne Stourbridge in her regimented, barbed-wire scrawl. My life back home was the reason she chose me. But then, she is old, and she can’t be expected to remember everything.

“I grew up around my mother’s artwork, helping her out in her studio,” I say, more loudly than I mean to. “And then I went to art school myself. Mum’s work was focused on found objects, making art from bits of nature…feathers, leaves and twigs—”

“Lepidoptera aren’t ‘bits of nature,’ Miss Brown.”

“She also made sculptures out of grains of rice in her spare time. I helped her.”

“Why on earth would anyone do that?” She leaves the ques-tion hanging in the air and turns her chair abruptly, wheeling herself back to her desk.

The chair is made from cane. It looks like an antique, and I’m surprised it still works. It must be exhausting to propel.

“It’s a shame you don’t have a scientific background, but now you’re here, you’ll have to do. Here, hold this.” She lifts a pair of gold tweezers into the air and I hasten forward and take them. “No, not like that. Pinch. Gently. That’s it.”

I adjust my hold and feel how the spring of the tines is like an extension of my fingers, and I’m back with my mother and she’s saying, “Careful, Tartelin, don’t squeeze too hard. Feather barbs bruise easily.” But before I can use this new-found body part, the tweezers are whisked away from me, and she’s turning again to the desk and bending over her work. I stand by her side and wait, wondering if I’m allowed to go. The clock on the mantel chimes loudly. I count eight. I look at my watch. It’s ten past two.

Miss Stourbridge? Shall I adjust your clock?”

“No point. It’ll only go back to eight o’clock.”

I look over at it, frowning. The second hand is juddering in jerky movements. It makes me dizzy to look at it, as if it’s mea-suring a different kind of time. I turn back to my employer.

Miss Stourbridge is so still as she works. I can see her teas-ing the body of a dead moth from a cocoon, her fingers mov-ing infinitesimally slowly. I look around the room. It is lined in dark panels of wood, and every surface has frames and frames of butterflies and moths, glinting pins plunged into husked bodies.

“Did you catch all these butterflies?”

She is silent, and at first I think she hasn’t heard me. But then I see she’s holding her breath so as not to disturb the moth’s delicate wings. I watch closely, the clock ticking behind us. I’m looking not at her work but at her ribs, waiting for them to inflate, waiting for her nostrils to swell, anything that shows air is passing into her chest. My eyes sting from the pain of staring. She is so still that she has become a part of the chair she sits in. Only her finger and thumb move ach-ingly slowly, and the minutes tick by.

When I was young, I used to try to be as still as she is now. My mother would sit me on her knee and tell me stories, and I would hold myself as still as a statue, bewitched by her tales.

“Long ago,” she always began, in a voice that was reserved only for when the moon was rising, “I was a tiny jellied spawn no bigger than a pearl, floating in the earth’s great oceans. The fish nibbled and swallowed my brothers and sisters up, snap, snap, snap, and I was left, coming at last to rest on the pebbled shore of a beach. And that is how I came to have these,” she would say, waving her hands in front of my face, so close that they skimmed my eyelashes and all I could see was the thin layer of webbed skin between each finger. To my unprejudiced four-year-old eyes, the webs were not a deformity: they were beautiful, useful, magical, and I wished with all my heart that I could be like her, could be from the sea.

I take my eyes from the poor moth on the desk and look over Miss Stourbridge’s head to the picture window that frames the sea beyond, and I remember anew that the sea surrounds us here, like a comforting arm holding the world at bay. A feeling of calm settles over me. However strange this woman is, whatever my job might entail, it was the right decision to come here, I can feel it.

I had seen the advertisement in one of Mum’s ornithologi-cal magazines. Mum bought them for the photographs. She particularly liked the close-ups of the birds’ eyes and feathers. The magazines were littered throughout our house, spattered with drops of paint, pages ripped out and twisted together into the vague forms of gulls and robins so that every surface was covered in paper birds made of paper birds.

But the latest magazine had landed on the doormat, pris-tine and untouched, and when I shook it from its clear plastic covering, it had fallen open on the ad.

PA required to assist lepidopterist. Must be able to start immedi-ately. Must not be squeamish.

When I had written to ask for more information, the return address had intrigued me.

Dogger Bank House, Dohhalund.

Dohhalund. An unusual word, not English-sounding at all. A bit of research showed me that it was a tiny island off the East Anglian coast, the long thin shape of it reminiscent of a fish leaping out of the water. Its heritage was a mixture of English and Dutch. When I looked at it on a map on my phone, it had seemed so small that I imagined you could walk its circumference in only a few hours. I had tried to picture what kind of an island it would be: a cold, hard rock grizzled with the droppings of thousands of seabirds, or a flat stretch of white sand, waiting for my footprints? Whatever it turned out to be, the isolation of it appealed to me.

Miss Stourbridge’s letters had been vague about the posi-tion she was offering, but she did tell me, rather proudly, that the island had belonged to her family for hundreds of years. While I wait, I look about the room, searching for photo-graphs, evidence of other people. Where is her family now?

I shift my weight carefully from foot to foot and I glance at my watch. Two twenty-three. Thirteen minutes. I wonder if I’m being paid to stand and do nothing. I look around the room. Next to the desk is a large clear glass box. Inside hang rows and rows of cocoons of all different shapes and sizes. One or two are twitching. I turn away with a sting of shame, feel-ing somehow as if I’ve looked at something I shouldn’t have.

Over by the window, there is a huge black telescope on a stand. Unlike everything else in this place, it looks very mod-ern. Next to it on the windowsill sits a battered pair of bin-oculars on a worn leather strap.

Quietly I back toward the chaise longue in the corner and lower myself onto its tattered silk cover. It’s the first time I’ve sat down in hours, and my body sings with relief. I edge my hand into my pocket and pull out my phone. It’s switched off: the battery ran low somewhere off the coast of Norfolk at around the same time that the signal disappeared. The lack of signal hadn’t worried me: I’d been looking forward to charg-ing my phone when I arrived, tapping in Miss Stourbridge’s Wi-Fi code, the friendly glow of my phone’s screen a com-fort in this new place.

I look around for an outlet in the room, and with a sudden slick shiver I find I can’t see any. There must be electricity here, surely. But if not… Realization runs through me like a thrill: if there’s no electricity in this house, there won’t be any Wi-Fi either. And with no signal, there’s no way of contacting the outside world. No way for the outside world to contact me. The roar of the sea appears to amplify through

I take my eyes from the poor moth on the desk and look over Miss Stourbridge’s head to the picture window that frames the sea beyond, and I remember anew that the sea surrounds us here, like a comforting arm holding the world at bay. A feeling of calm settles over me. However strange this woman is, whatever my job might entail, it was the right de-cision to come here, I can feel it.

I had seen the advertisement in one of Mum’s ornithologi-cal magazines. Mum bought them for the photographs. She particularly liked the close-ups of the birds’ eyes and feathers. The magazines were littered throughout our house, spattered with drops of paint, pages ripped out and twisted together into the vague forms of gulls and robins so that every surface was covered in paper birds made of paper birds.

But the latest magazine had landed on the doormat, pris-tine and untouched, and when I shook it from its clear plastic covering, it had fallen open on the ad.

PA required to assist lepidopterist. Must be able to start immedi-ately. Must not be squeamish.

When I had written to ask for more information, the return address had intrigued me.

Dogger Bank House, Dohhalund.

Dohhalund. An unusual word, not English-sounding at all. A bit of research showed me that it was a tiny island off the East Anglian coast, the long thin shape of it reminiscent of a fish leaping out of the water. Its heritage was a mixture of English and Dutch. When I looked at it on a map on my phone, it had seemed so small that I imagined you could walk its circumference in only a few hours. I had tried to picture what kind of an island it would be: a cold, hard rock grizzled with the droppings of thousands of seabirds, or a flat stretch of white sand, waiting for my footprints? Whatever it turned out to be, the isolation of it appealed to me.

Excerpted from The Women of Pearl Island by Polly Crosby, Copyright © 2021 by Polly Crosby. Published by arrangement with Harlequin Books S.A.

 ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Polly Crosby grew up on the Suffolk coast, and now lives deep in the Norfolk countryside. THE BOOK OF HIDDEN WONDERS was awarded runner up in the Bridport Prize's Peggy Chapman Andrews Award for a First Novel, and Polly also won Curtis Brown Creative's Yesterday Scholarship, which enabled her to finish the novel. She currently holds the Annabel Abbs Scholarship at the University of East Anglia, where she is studying part time for an MA in Creative Writing. THE WOMEN OF PEARL ISLAND is her second novel.